Super Kawaii Jinsei

Letter to God

Dear God,

I’ve been pretty strong for the past 21 years. I haven’t let the fact that my dad wasn’t, and still isn’t, around get to me too much. I love my mom for giving up her social life for my sister and I. But, I feel like now it’s starting to build up. I can’t keep my tears in any longer. Even though I’ve found my brother, I feel like he’s still non-existent. I haven’t talked to him in a few months, and he wont answer my messages. I’m in a bad place I guess. My mom is sick now, and I still don’t know my dad. I don’t want to lose her, I know that my life would end. If not in the physical, I’d just be a walking shell. Can you keep her safe for me? I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I can’t focus, and I don’t sleep. I guess I just need some guidance. If you have any ideas, can I have a few signs? I would appreciate it a lot!

Love,

Cherokee

P.S. I know I didn’t have to write this because you already know what I’m thinking, but it feels good to write it down.